May 30th, 2012

I feel like everything’s falling apart.

May 29th, 2012

Fuck. I broke the band.

May 24th, 2012

Dear god, the anger. Still, even now, it’s so close to the surface and, when triggered, (as it can be by the slightest thing) entirely all consuming.

It’s not the cold fury of the resigned, or the peevish complaints of the bitter, it’s an almost beserker-like rage. I want to scream, to throw things, to break everything in sight.

It’s terrifying in its ability to drive everything else from my mind. And when it subsides, I feel exhausted. Physically and mentally drained.

It’s not healthy. There’s no way it can be healthy. But it’s not going away.

May 23rd, 2012
This is the VERY FIRST test pressing of the VERY FIRST CogDiss Records release. EXCITEMENT!

This is the VERY FIRST test pressing of the VERY FIRST CogDiss Records release. EXCITEMENT!

May 18th, 2012

Going through a bad patch at the moment. I don’t know why. I wish it would end. 

That’s..all I can really say about it, I guess. 

May 17th, 2012

Irrationality angry with the 405 right now for launching a feature we were going to launch on Echoes and dust next month. Completely irrational, of course, because there’s no way the could have known. But it’s really annoyed me.

Frank Turner’s cover of You Are My Sunshine is heartbreaking and beautiful.

Has tumblr stopped letting people post music? The option is missing from my android app

May 16th, 2012
Mother loves me still, despite
Failing health and lack of drive.
Shame on me,
I could be so much better than
I am.
Frank Turner
May 15th, 2012

Stress-related eczema coming back. Fucking brilliant.